Sometime in America after year 12 i started thinking about my life, about danielle and about how badly i wished things had turned out for the better, i wished we were still together... In that time when i felt like i had given to my lowest instinct and subjected myself to negativity Peter wrote me this during a skype call, here it is so i will never forget it.
These past few years of remorse has imprinted into your mind that the perfect place in life belongs with her and the further you get from it the more you feel you need it. This person and this place that you feel you need to be are only within your imagination. Sure, you could have been there. Sure perhaps life may be much better than it is now. But why is life so much worse now? Let's admit it; we all know it is shit right now. There is so much emptiness and so much unaccomplishment and wasted potential. But this was not her fault, nor her boyfriends or anyone’s. You have made the decision to be reminded by her. YOU yourself have chosen to imprison yourself in this abyss.
Quite frankly, I'm in no position to lecture you because I myself have not accomplished anything either and that is because I am unproductive, lazy and overall lack the motivation to change this. This has all been a choice. It is these choices that place us where we are. Because we all have a choice and this is what we chose.
Why though, do we fall into the mentality that we are without choice? Why do we believe that we don't have anywhere to go? It is because we are lost; we are free falling into adulthood with no direction and with no safety net. But that's all it is, a free fall. It is not something you can stop, gravity and the universe has decided it to be so. But we, again, have a CHOICE. A choice as to where we land. Where we hit the ground and whether we hit the ground face first or we hit the ground running.
Passion's take you places. - Dharshian. (2016)
Sometimes you just gotta say wtf ( 2016) - tom cruise
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